Fear not, for I am with thee: be not dismayed, for I am thy God: I will strengthen you and help you and support you with My righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10.
Not everyone likes to blame. But it is when we are reprimanded do we gain the favor of God and can be molded by Him when we are reprimanded and admonished by the Holy Spirit is because God has not given up on you and that He has something in store for us.
Even with the storms, God exhorts us to continue on to give up halfway? Just because they came a wave bigger? God Himself that you raised is also the same that will cause you to win this wave. You must have storms in our lives to not give up and stand in faith.
You ask to be used by God and have the opportunity when you think about quitting. NO! The Lord is One who extended his hand, saved you, you gave new life, taught you the ropes and you're whining? Can not. Use the weapons that the Lord gave him.
The odds are opportunities to show the power of the Lord. And it is in adversity that God responds to us and we have the opportunity to be used by God to do the difference. So stay because God gave you the opportunity to change the situation and turn it into a blessing.
God counts on you, so He loves you and wants you to let your faith be stunted. God is with you. Fear not. In His time everything will be done again.
Stay strong with God.